Posted in DoTerra, Essential Oils, Holistic Health

Oddly my Oils

So my family has been using essential oils for about two weeks and I’m late on the hype but I’m feeling energized about it. What started as another means to attempt sleep aids and destress we’ve found a whole world of elixirs to be made! I’ve found that

” theirs an oil for that “

to most any symptom about. A combination of essential oils and fractionated coconut oil (natural carrier) can make most any ache worry an woe dissipate.

doTerra Oils are the purest on the market. High quality ingredients sourced from the plants origins you know you’re getting top product.

Here’s some photos I whipped up and feel free to try out the #Diy #rollerballblend below and tell me how ya liked it.

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I am becoming more and more a believer and enthusiast everyday! Now a DoTerra Wellness Advocate I will boost the witchy spoils I find and share my excitement of natural remedies with you all as it unfolds.

××Stay tuned!××

Until We Meet Again ★

Under The Same Moon ☆

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Posted in People, Relationships

To This Day

Almost Three years ago. . .

2017

2016

2015

. . .

New Years Eve/Day 2016!!

I went to watch the St. Petersburg firework display with a friend from high school. We where intending to be roommates afterwards but I couldn’t stay after what happened.

I don’t sleep well. I take sleep aids. If I don’t get the recommend eight hours under it and I wake up early I’m a groggy immobile zombiw for a good 10-15min before I ever even nudge to get my phone. I fight to pry my eyes and mind open.

The fellow was my best friends ex. A good guy. Crazy how I still think so highly of him yet. He was sweet and offered great rent to help me get out of my situation. I was 20. Life an adventure I took it like the wind.

Happy New Year!

The firework show was grand. A Magical twinkle full of promising hopes for the new year. We walked five miles to see the fireworks. So we took a cab back to the motel and called it a night.

I took my sleep aid or I’d be up till sunrise yet excited about the new year ahead. Twas deffiniatly after 12 probably more close to 1am Not long after that I was lights out. . .

The alarm blasted at eight and I wasn’t so awake when I felt his hands exploring me. I turned me head to look him in the eye and he asked me a question about it. I tried to mumble but I know I didn’t come out with anything audible enough to alert his end. He took it as a mumble of enjoyment. Continuing on he did I weighed myself to roll off the bed. I coughed and got myslf together on the floor. He was irritated and demanded we leave the hotel for check out. I wanted to shower but was met with anger I didn’t want to see. So I quietly packed up my bag and cleaned myself up in the sink quickly before we checked out.

He knew I wasn’t alright with what happened and he tried to make it up to me. We went to a boardwalk to look at the ocean. I looked out at the chopping green waters on that first sunny day of 2016. I felt so many emotions. I still feel like I’m on that dock looking for what I felt I lost.

I lost my best friend. We try to fix the problems but I havnt been open enough with anyone since that day.

I lost a friend. He was a true friend. We had some feels prior but not on the same page because I valued my best friend. And you don’t go after besties ex. It’s bad girl code.

I lost my sexual appetite. I no longer get off during sex. It truly wrecks me now. I enjoy sex for the most part. But I NEVER get off anymore. I havnt had an orgasm in years. I fear that zombie play time will keep me from enjoying times to come for years yet.

I was so sexually proud and for myself before then. I entered a dark repression afterwards. I won’t say depression. I am not sure I fit that description though some days I surely do. I repressed the event. Coughing it off as a miscommunication and sleep aid shenanigans. Only recently have I accepted that as a sexual assault. Though I pushed the dude away not long after the event. It took time for me to understand it for what it was.

We tried to be roommates. We had done agreed to trying it out Though it was weird. I felt obligated. I didn’t want to back out on moving. I thought I could work past it. I didn’t keep myself fooled long. It Only lasted five days I think. He was forward with his agenda on getting with me. I thought back n forth if I could handle the situation. Twas my first experience leaving home and from the get go I was abused n fucked around with it by someone I trusted n valued.

He never intended for his actions to hit me the way they did. I never thought that I’d be belittled in such a situations. I thought I of all folks got a voice. But that was muted. Be it my sleep aids, shock, enjoyment, over thinking mind whatever the reason I was silent.

Since then I have been trying to gain my sexual arousal back. I want so badly to get off. Since then with guys I’ve had to stop the encounters because of flashbacks. It’s so inconvenient the power these memories hold within me. I hate to stop in the act, I know guys take it to heart and it makes me guilty. Now I feel foolishly guilty for consenting just to reverse the proposal due to a mind flux. That they had no clue what they did. I then stay being sad n sorry for ending the encounters and over steaming why that dudes zombie plays mess with me still to this day.

♡ All I can say to anyone in similar shoes is that it’s okay to not know now. Time will tell you what you need to know. It will take so much more time and work to enjoy myself to the same lights again. And that’s okay. Take all the time you need. Recovery is different in every such instance. Acceptance comes in your own time. Know you’re not enduring in thoughtful silences alone. ♡

With love for myself and all the sad eyes I’ve seen scream their silent struggles I now finally share in hopes that I will heal and inspire.

Until We Meet Again

Under The Same Moon

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A Nap

I just had a dream. It was a brief Nano moments of a dream. Ice cold white rushing Waters, the dark green evergreens, the smell of ripe earth. All these rushing memories of places. Long cross mountains and Grains of plenty. When I woke up breathing in a raspy breath of stale air. I had a thought to myself. I know that when I get there again. I don’t want to come back.

Until We Meert Again

Under The Same Moon

Posted in Uncategorized

The Liebster Award

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A huge thank you to Jess from daringtojess for thinking of me while giving this award. I received this award in September. Jess is a fellow blogger friend who has just recently been admitted to Oxford University! (applauds) She is an adventurous soul. Go check out her blog!


Now, here we go!

The Rules

  • Answer the 11 questions given to you
  • Share 11 facts about yourself
  • Nominate between 5 to 11 other bloggers
  • Ask your nominees 11 questions

The Liebster Award


Questions from Jess

1.What are your favourite smells?

This is a tricky question because I am very choosy about particular smells. I hate deodorant and only prefer perfumes of certain choice! Though I love the rose, sandalwood and cinnamon flavour.

2.What do you do when you’re stressed?

I’m going through it right now. I prefer meditating or listening to some soulful music when that happens. Although, if I have…

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Posted in DIY, Fun

DIY Leg Warmers

I’m tinkered inside today due to leftover rains from Huricane Irma battering the volunteer state. With a 70% chance of rain and wind advisory its best to do some projects inside.

With the rain comes cooler weather which has me digging for socks. With a long pair on my toes still feel the chill of autumns arrivals with this storm front. 12 days until fall. This chilly weather is likely to stick after the storm passes.

I come across a diy project I had tried out but never used. I tossed on some Olive green leg warmers I made a few weeks ago from a thin worn Old Navy long sleeve v cut shirt I no longer wore. With the leg warmers on I dashed on my boots and noticed the fairy folk like fold the warmers had.

Neat! I went out in the sprinkles before the storm for last minute runnings around town and my toes where kept toasty. The layer over my socks did wonders and I’m hooked! Got to make more for the chilling seasons to come. Like the Starks chant...

So lets cozy on up together ride this storm out and make some Leg Warmers!

¤ Directions / Instructions ¤

  • Have Materials.
  • Organize materials.
  • Cut shirt sleeves off along arm seams.
  • Try on your homemade leg warmers for size and enjoy your quick and cozy craft.
  • I do hope you enjoy this diy I put together for ya feel free to comment like and share ♡

    Until we meet again. ☆

    Under the same moon. ★

    Posted in Food, Travel

    Piggs ‘R’ Us BBQ

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    BBQ is one of this girls favorite foods.

    I’m also a fan of food trucks. Yes!♥

    Questionable as legends may, folklore of times told. But where they see caution I see a freelance chef’s unique cuisine take flight.

    Enticing smells of a smoking grill wafted through the winds of town. I thought of how yummy someone’s grill smelled.

    I continued to dance in its meaty melodies while walking down the main road to the local grocery store for some pop. Just before the car wash and after the ice machine you find Piggs R Us food truck on weekends and holidays. New to me but a town yum. ♡ Well worth the stop and plop.

    The unique creations of yummy temptations beckoned me off the streets. A BBQ cloth banner flaped it’s flaming promises softly in the wind as I passed by it.

    Excitement with every footstep as I strode across the pebbly grassy parking area they have. Up to the picnic table and truck window where two cheerful ladies opened to welcome us.

    While telling us of Memorial Day deals I decided on the Jumbo BBQ Sandwich that came with two sides. I was sweet talked into trying the sweet apple smoked baked beans and I went with the chips for some crunch. I was walking with my cousin so I asked if it could be halved and she said yes with ease.

    The pulled pork was juicy and delish! BBQ sauce was in a small cup on the side for you to add yourselves. The baked beans where sooo !♡yummy♡!

    I highly recommend Piggs R Us BBQ

    It’s some good eatin. From friendly folk. Available finally in our backyards too! Get your pig on ♡

    Until we meet again. ☆

    Under the same moon. ★

    Posted in Uncategorized

    Jalapeno Poopers

    Pepperoni Pineapple and Jalapeno Stuffed Crust Pizza how you trick and intice me so. Your past times have been good and golden as your gooey crust deems legends of but this time you are well more then enough. At first the flavors banging just kicking shit. Next thing ya know your next bite has your mouth salivating so fast you start to feel heat rising making you warm and clammy. It shifts to a burn with a dewish sweat as you plummet through this Jalapeno pizza. You question why you induce yourself to such. When did I become such a white bitch who couldn’t handle the heat. Didn’t I once accomplish the wing challenge at Bdubs with ease a day after getting a tooth removed where is that wonder woman now. Where is that feisty flame I lost. For the day after glorious greasy pizza I enjoyed I now feel the burn through bloated constipated goat poops of pure fire ringing hell to my delicate buthole. Flames and pains make me waddle and woe. I curse myself for picking the largest slice and finishing it off champion like, sweating for I braved every last jalapeno of fire upon its cheese layering of toppings. Pineapples held no relief to the jalapenos overwhelming placement.

    Oh I’ll take lessons from this.

    Bet your sweet ass I will.

    Can’t take the heat like I used too

    Until We Meet Again☆

    Under The Same Moon★